Holly;1:16am

that’s just an excuse to write to you. and i figure since i’m working on some writers workshop stuff, i can kill two birds with one stone. plus this merlot shouldn’t go to waste. so i suppose, that’s three birds with one stone. this guy right here, meaning me, is an efficient machine! call me the “fish”! because when you say “efficient”, the word “fish” is pronounced. yes. i’m observant, as well.

anyway, i’d like to take this opportunity to express my pride is the steps your taking towards a more complete jeanie. a happier jeanie. a content jeanie. a consistent jeanie. it’s very satisfiying to know that the jeanie i’ve come to know and love is slowly making her way to the surface. it means that the harsh realities of the world will not take another victim, but instead propel a beautiful soul into the atmosphere for everyone to breathe in, and as a result, heal.

oh, by the way, i’m gonna post this on the internet for every motherfucker to read. but don’t worry. i got this talent for writing with a lot of openendedness, so people won’t even really understand what the fuck i’m talking about anyway. regardless, i only have nice things to say.

this entry is also only gonna be used to introduce your character in the whole mix. and if you’d like, i’ll even change your name. i think i’ll call you, genie. or jenny. which would you prefer? hmmm. actually, maybe a name that is totally different from your real one. yup, the merlot is kicking in. i can feel it on the keyboard. it feels like warm gloves. i think i’ll name you, Holly. after Holly Golightly from capotes book, breakfast at tiffany’s. you resemble that character in a lot of ways. not entirely, not completely, but a good enough portion for me to name the character based off of you in this little story i seem to be writing on the correspondences section. and i feel naming you holly is a good enough intro for you without revealing too much about you. yeah. i think your name will be holly.

anyway, at this point in the story, i’ve already introduced erik matsunaga. he’s the dude who i’ll be writing about mostly to within this session of the project. i think i’ll keep his name erik matsunaga. unless he tell me to change it. and i will have to or else i might get sued when i start making the millions you don’t believe i can achieve. i’ve also mentioned kandy i think. but i wrote a book about her a while back that kind of nearly destroyed our friendship so i can’t really write that much about her. but i think i’ll keep her name. cookie. that’s what her name will be. oh yeah. and some dude i already called mr. dick. because he’s acting like one. i definitely won’t be able to write his name on this because when i start making millions i know for a fact, coz he’s a shrewd ass busniess man, i’ll get sued by his ass. but you, you miss spectacular sparrow, tree carrying, world class texting machine, kareoke queen, who gives with hopeful closed eyes, who scars show when she sleeps, you, my friend, will be named, holly.

so, holly, how was your day?